Amazing Friends.

I think that in life one must have a good and solid best friend, one person besides your spouse that you have a good time with, were you can talk about anything and tell all your deep secrets too. Were just sitting on your couch in ones PJ's and enjoying another company is something that you look forward to doing. You can sit there and really say nothing at all, and still have a conversation. Well when it comes to my life I was blessed with two people like that! There names, Jodi and Heidi, two of the most amazing woman i know for completely different reason, and yet we all three can get together and have a blast! Jodi and I more or less grew up together, and will grow old together just the same, as for Heidi i met her in my adult life and i learn to love her more and more every day. God blessed my life with two wonderful, beautiful and caring woman, and i am thankful every day that I have them!

Jodi again came to my rescue as she always does, last night when my vehicle would not start! (I LOVE YOU JODI!)she seems to always be there just when i need her for anything, life, love, and just good conversation! i love that when we are together there is a sense of ease and we can just finish each others sentences.

Heidi and I, we just get each other as we are both mommy's, we get each other on that maternal level. She is one of the most hilarious people that i know, there is never a dull moment with her around.

The best part is when we are all together, there is no competition, we all just have a great time.

Having these woman in my life make me a better person. I truly look to the both of them for anything that i may need. I am truly blessed! I believe that everyone should have at least on friend like i have in the two of these girls.

P.S.
Heidi thank you for just hanging out tonight it was great to just be in a adult atmosphere and have a adult conversation :) i love my babies but it was fun to get out of the house! love you!

Till next time, take care and remember to not take those you love for granted, keep them close and do right by them always, never be to proud to say your sorry, and remember to laugh!

Thanksgiving

Happy Thanksgiving to all!

I hope that everyone had a enjoyable day! We went to my Fathers today for turkey day, and there was a lot of food and people! We have so much to be thankful for this year!!!!!! I'm thankful that I have two healthy kids and a wonderful husband, that does all that he can to make me and the kids happy, I LOVE YOU DUSTIN! Now here is a promise and confession to my husband and children:

To my kids, Emma and Jack:

I know that i might not always be perfect, but ill do my best! I will always make sure that you are loved!!!! and that you will always have your father and I to count on. I will always kiss you and sing to you, and make sure that we say our prayers very night. I will always tell you how wonderful you are, and do all that is in my power to help you in any hardships in your life! I promise that you will never be alone in life as I will always be here. You are both so perfect and i would never change you, not a hair on your head! <3
I will love you hard and strong and most importantly forever! and that my dears is a PROMISE I WILL ALWAYS KEEP!

To my husband:

I love you! And i cant tell you how much you mean to me. You do everything for me, and with no regrets! I love the way that you love me! I know that i may not always be the easiest person to talk to or get along with, but I try. I will always do my best to tell you everyday just how great and loving you are. Even when i am upset! You are one of the strongest and most caring men that I know, and I am truly the lucky one to have you all to myself! I want to thank you for all that you do for our family, you work so hard and i love you for that. I cant wait to grow old with you!!!! I LOVE YOU THE BEST!

remember people, remember just how lucky you just might be. I will say that I am luck for sure. I know that we might not have a lot of $ of expensive or nice things. But what we so have cant be purchased, and that's a family that loves each other, so to my two healthy and beautiful kids and my loving husband,  remember that when i am asked what i am thankful for, the only answer i can give, IS YOU!

Santa exposed!

Well I got this bug up my butt to take the kiddos to see Santa and Mrs. Clause, and they have a new get up this year. And Emma loved all the things that they had for the kid to do, and did express that she was excited to see Santa Clause, but when it came to her turn, last year happened again! She was to scared to even go near him, and so i thought that maybe if i sat with her that she would be better. Well I was wrong, all she did was cover her eyes and say I cant mommy I cant! I just do not understand this girl. On top of that as soon as Jack was sitting with Santa, apparently that was a fantastic time for my batteries to die in my camera! The silly little things that could have went wrong today, did! like when I went to Wal-Mart to get the money gram that my father sent me(to get to his house for thanksgiving) the stupid people spelt my name wrong! Really people, Really! so we had to wait for my father to call and fix the ordeal. So i thought to myself that maybe making some sugar cut out cookies with my daughter would be a great way to relieve some stress for the days events. And i was right! So Emma and i made cut outs from scratch, as well as the frosting! I think Emma enjoyed eating the "left overs" as she was a bit wired. We are going to take them to my dads for thanksgiving as told by Emma. So i put her to bed, and sat my butt on the couch to watch GLEE, and eat some ice cream! yum!!!!  And for now I am going to get off here and watch some Rocco's modern life and get some well deserved rest! Good night all and I hope that your thanksgiving travels are safe and happy!

breakdown

So I am sure that life will go on, but for now i am breaking down! I Fell as if i am suffocating in a very small box! I lost it today, as I feel that I am so alone in this world. Staying home is the only option that i have, there is no other way. And for that I am telling you this. I hate that I cant go out and do things with my family, as there so far away. I hate that I cant take the kids to the park, or the mall to play, as there is no gas in the truck. I hate that when my friends or more like friend asked to do lunch i cant go! and most the time I'm not really asked to as i always have the kiddos with me. i hate that these walls are the only ones that I ever see. I hate that the laundry in this damn house wont just do itself. I hate that my husbands family cant stand me and i am no longer welcome. But let me say this with all the things that i hat i have come to know this. God allowed to have these two beautiful kids in my life, a husband that tries to understand(god bless him) as well as loves me more then anything, even though I can make that hard most times. We have a roof over our heads clothes on our backs and food in our belly's. I have to remember that no matter how much poo can build up in your life, well the blessings just add up so much faster! Every day that I get to wake up, and see my kids and kiss my husband, that to me is all the blessings that I need.

For the mothers out there that feel the same, be strong. And for those that do not understand this, ask us how we are doing, tell us what we do great in life. Love us hard and openly, as woman all the same need to be told of our good doings! We may seem to have super powers, but just like you we are human and need guidance. We need to know that we are loved, and cared for and appreciated. We do all this for you: the multi-tasking, food cooking, house cleaning, laundry doing, child bearing, and mommy duties! And i love every moment, but a little recognition sometimes would not hurt!

shout out to all the stay at home mommies! stay strong and love hard!

LUNCH DISASTER!

So I set my stove on fire today, story of my life! I just got my son down to take a nap and I thought to myself, I should make lunch for Emma and I. So I layed Jack in his back-n-play (in the living room) . And proceeded to boil some water, Emma wanted to get he tights a dress on so i went to go help her, next thing I know the fire alarm is going NUTS and the stove is on FIRE! BAHHHH what was i to do, shire panic set in! So I smothered the fire, and ran to turn the alarm off, and i am a sort woman so i jumped and jumped to get to it. Not thinking that i should have just grabbed a chair. So on top of the fact that it kept going off, the alarm talks to me and tells me CARBON MONOXIDE!!! DANGER DANGER!! oh god right! now I am running around opening windows and the front door. as Emma is screaming that it is to loud and Jack is now crying!

How can just making lunch go so terribly wrong? And now as a result of that i am scared to close my windows, and its freezing! and Jack will not take a nap.

I guess that is just how life goes.......

Meg

Well thats was interesting

Answer this, why is it that men find it that they can do no wrong? When my world feels as if i cant get a grip and I'm loosing it, that i still have to ask him to chase me. When you tell me one thing and "mean" another, it makes you look like a lire! I want you to  want and love as hard as I do to you, and chase me no matter were my craziness could take us. But I just don't think that you have opened your eye, and actually took a good look inside.

I have  changed, not by a matter of choice or that i didn't like my prier self, but because being a mother changes a woman. Our interests, likes, the way that we spend time and even the way that we love others. I have learned that no matter my day, diapers, screaming kids and a very aggravated mommy. Well i am the most blessed i have ever been, it is a privilege to be there mother! And being a wife, well that's different right? I love to just stay home and love you and take care of you, why cant anyone see that?

I so i want you to know this readers, Love hard and fast! never let it go, for love, its the greatest drug out there!

Cookies and love!

Making cookies with my daughter tonight was so much fun! She loved licking her fingers! I do have some recipes to share with you all for the lovely holiday season coming up!

BEST DARN CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIES!

2 cups flour
1/2 teaspoon backing soda
1/2teaspoon salt
3/4 cup unsalted butter, melted
1 cup brown sugar(i use extra dark)
1/2 cup white sugar
1 teaspoon vanilla
1 egg
1 egg yolk
1 bag choc. chips

heat oven to 325
mix egg together till there airy, then add the sugar, and brown sugar. Mix. add butter, mix well.
then sift the dry together and add to batter. after all that add vanilla, and fold in the choc. chips.

spoon onto a baking sheet and bake till they crack on the top and are gold. about 17 min.
Enjoy!

FAT BALLS (oreo and cream cheese)
ingredients:
pkg: oreo's
block of cream cheese
vanilla almond bark(and choc)

how to make
crush the oreos and put them into a mixer, add the room temp cream cheese and blend well!
roll into little balls and cool for 30 min
melt the almond bark in separate pans, take the balls and dip them in the white almond bark till covered, and set on  pan, and drizzle the chocolate on the top. repeat with all.
then refrigerate for 1 hour and serve. after there done they do not need to continue being in the fridge but they tast better cold(well to me)

I hope you all love them, who ever you are?

Meg

My life as I know it!: Motherhood

My life as I know it!: Motherhood: "I ask myself this, does me being a mother make me boring? Does it no longer entitle me to have fun, or be a phone call to my friends that 's..."

Motherhood

I ask myself this, does me being a mother make me boring? Does it no longer entitle me to have fun, or be a phone call to my friends that "still" have a life? I dont think so. I became a mother as I knew that it was what I was born to be! I love motherhood. I just want to know why some "people" think that a lunch date with me would just be to hard or simply boring as my children most likely come with me? I wish those my age would realize there is more to life then drinking and hooking up!

till next time

Meg